Let it be, let it go

Oh well, It seems we have no control what so ever our heart goes to. Everything can change without a warning sign, blinking red lights to stop or a green to go forward. Sometimes it does happen, but it’s already too late for it, ‘cause we're in too deep or we already stopped on the red light too soon and moved on. But deep down, the truth is that we do have the conscience we're stopping something that maybe shouldn't had been stopped or went forward some situation, feelings, whatever is in the table, that we knew we shouldn't have gone.
And that happens ‘cause we're humans, for Christ sake! We do wish for the best, always. We don't wish for the easy stuff. We wish big things, out of reach, ambitious wishes. Childish things that remains, wishes with eyelashes (girly girl stuff...), fountains, stars...We do wish ‘cause every now and then, one of those wishes comes true. It's good to believe that if you truly believe in something, that will for sure, happen. And that's why when we hear the alert, we totally ignore it. Even thought the conscious fight is happening, saying we should re-think, take a time, stop, there's always that side, so called feelings, that pops up in our heads, stomachs, makes we forget about the conscious and only want to do the opposite your rational self told us to..."Why should I? Cause this could go bad? Could not be as I thought".
We're not fearless. We're insecure; we fear the new, feelings, get hurt. So we talk to the ones we love and trust, cause sometimes, they know us better than we do. But please, shall we not be hypocrites? We ask for advice most of the times expecting confirmation for what we already knew that's what we wanted to do. And for sure, most of the times they say exactly the opposite we're expecting. So, we appreciate the advices and sure hear them, try to re-think, but that was only an oral confirmation of what you want and you do not want. As everybody already heard and knew ever since, if advice was good, probably someone would be the richest person in the whole world. So thanks, but no, thanks! (But we'll ask it again and again and again...So be patient!)
When we're taking risks, we get to the point we're half way. And it's normal the feeling of something is not going as expected. And we do want the whole nine yards in life: jobs, love life, friends. Something less than that is not good. Ok, agreed! But, not always. Cause otherwise, life would be a sucky perfect thing with perfect people. And we do know for sure there's no such thing as perfection. Flaws and faults, all the right-wrong, go-not-to-go. So we take our life as an investment, where you put your energy, feelings and know-how and feelings.
And is that right that every time something goes wrong you should go out of the field? Well, if you want a mild life, yes. Do it, but do it fast! If you do want a real life, please, don't treat a risk as an opportunity to get out before it goes bad. The truth is you won't have your initial investment back if you do it. Get an example by the big ones that invest in the action market. If every time they lose something or that one got risky they took all the investment off, they'll sure not be rich and successful as they are today. And it's the same thing...For sure if there's no way, if it sucked all of you, go away, move on and do your best to be energized and filled for the next investment. But if it's not that case, go on! Take risks. Most of times we don't make investments in what we don't believe it'll grow and increase it all. So yes, we definitely should spend all of our energy, thoughts, patience, tears and feelings fighting for our beliefs. It's damm sure that it’s better than regret later for not doing more.
So even when we get panic about something, just attempt to the truth that's only today's battle, not tomorrow's war. Even though it's scary. Once we surrender and say "Ok. I'm done, can't do it anymore", that's the time we forgot why we were fighting in first place. And no, we do not control our lives, we do not control our hearts, although we're always attempting to.
Romance makes our hearts pounds like crazy. And yes, we all got hurt in some point in the past by many jerks and bitches (ok, that was harsh...Not that, only people that, most of times, did not knew how to fight for and gave up too soon or cause maybe that really weren't their battles anymore...), but this thing in trying to be a control freak of our own lives, trying to make their hearts and feelings stable, steady, trying madly to make the heartbeat goes regular it's insane! Hell with it, I want my heart beating so irregular that makes crazy, forget my thoughts and just live my live. I wanna fight, I wanna be crazy, I wanna live, damm it!
There's some battles that results in complete victory, some battles end with a peace offering, and there's the ones that ends up in hope. And that's only the next step to the most frightening one, that's the one we're about to fight for. So hold on, live your life, seize the moment, don't give up, and if you do it, make sure...cause not always we (most likely we do not) have the opportunity to come back in what was left behind and it remained the same as it was before...